Consistency in reading the Word has almost never been a struggle for me in my walk. I don’t mean that as a boast. Consistency in other parts of my life has never been my strong suit. I owe my consistency in the word to God’s refining grace. Through good times and through bad, the Lord has helped me to stay faithfully in the Word every day. That is a huge blessing.
Now, after about 5 years of daily scripture reading, I’m starting to learn some similar things about prayer.
For the past 8-ish weeks I have enjoyed the same God-given consistency in my prayer life that I have had in my time in the Word. This is an absolutely new development for me. Never have I had the ability to stay in prayer day in and day out, so this is something that I’m learning for the first time. And again, I cannot take credit for it, my life does not testify to that sort of behavior.
In this process, I’ve been seeing the contrasting forms of interaction with God and the different ways they have been affecting my life. Of course, these are not expressly biblical concepts and so aren’t set in any kind of stone.
It seems to me that reading the Word is passive, while prayer is aggressive. What I mean by that is reading the Word does not necessarily require any kind of emotional investment, while prayer requires some kind of investment. Even if it seems somewhat superficial, every word we speak is rooted somewhere in our subconscious and in some way is the content of our hearts (Matthew 15:18). Our prayers are no different.
In reading scripture, we sit passively and listen. But, when we pray, speak actively and the contents of our hearts–in some way–are called to the surface.
Now, I’m still working out just what this means, but I believe there is a beautiful design in this dichotomy. It’s for this reason, that I think part of the key to a more consistent walk with Jesus is in the dual disciplines of reading the Word daily and praying daily. While reading, God’s word can fall on me. And, in prayer I come to my surface and am able to retrieve those words and internalize them. Thus allowing them to shape my heart, my behavior and my life.
I know, this is a pretty rough sketch.
I think that many of the brothers and sisters in my generation struggle deeply to remain consistent in their walk with the Lord. I’ve met many of them and I myself at times am one of them. Now I think that I have found, as so many of the saints before me, the grace God offers us in seeking these dual disciplines.
If you are one who has struggled and gone up and down in your faith dramatically, I strongly suggest you look hard at these disciplines and see if the Lord won’t be gracious to you in your faithful pursuit of them.
Note: If you’re interested in the methods that I have used, I’ve written about them in the past, here and here. You’re welcome to try them, but you’ll have to decide what method is really best for you. I don’t claim any magic method, this is just what has been beneficial for me.