When it comes to an evangelistic lifestyle, we usually think of it in a kind of self-centered way. It has to do with what I am doing and the way that I am doing it and before whom I do it. But the reality is that an evangelistic lifestyle is a vast web of interconnected parts, of which you only have real influence over about 1 in 2 billion.
By evangelistic lifestyle, I mean living life in such a way that the spiritual conditions of unbelievers around you hold a high priority. Choosing words wisely, constantly remembering their need for the savior and affecting your actions accordingly.
As I was reading in Psalms today, David writes something that got me thinking about the evangelistic lifestyle: Psalm 69:6:
"Let not those who hope in you be put to shame through me,
O Lord GOD of hosts;
let not those who seek you be brought to dishonor through me,
O God of Israel."
Now let me say outright, the thoughts this verse provoked are not the context of David’s words. This is part of an entreaty to God not to allow him to fall for the sake of the faithful who would suffer because of it. However, I think that my thought can be found here, at least at some level anyways.
What occurred to me as I was reading is that almost no one judges anything in isolation. I mean that people rarely assess anything based entirely on itself. Someone might have a poor opinion of a good movie, based on the main actors bad performance in another movie. Often people want nothing to do with church, because of the church they went to growing up. I contend hat it’s rare for someone to form an opinion of anything based entirely on whatever it is before them.
If this is true, then when we hope to represent our Lord to those around us, they’re not going to judge us in isolation. They’re going to judge us first through the lens of about 2 billion other Christians on the planet (or at least the group they’re most exposed to) and what they’re doing.
Therefore, the evangelistic-lifestyle is vastly larger and more complex than simply what I do or don’t do.
This probably falls somewhere between discouraging and pacifying. Discouraging because it would seem that there’s no hope in swaying the lost because of the awful conduct of Christians historically and currently. And pacifying because being such a small peice of something much larger makes one feel like making any real change is impossible.
But, these things are only true if you remain in the me-centered type of evangelistic lifestyle I mentioned in the beginning. If indeed we’re a part of a web which helps form public opinion and that web is muddying up your personal ministry, then by all means, be discouraged. But, it’s not me-centered. It can’t be.
See, while we engage in ministry day to day, living our faith, we’re not only connected to this web of culture-opinion setters, we’re part of someone else’s web too.
When we stop for dinner on the way home, we might be tired or stressed out. If we fail to represent our Lord rightly, then we may be hindering someone else’s ministry. Perhaps that server is in some other Christian’s sphere of ministry. By failing to love as the Lord loves, we may have placed a block in another Christians evangelistic efforts.
Of course, in a perfect world, it wouldn’t be like this. People would make their decisions about Jesus based on Jesus, not us. But then again if this were a perfect world, we wouldn’t need to tell people about Jesus at all.
So, when it comes to the evangelistic lifestyle it’s important that we remember that our ministry is about as big as the entire body of Christians, at least in a local sense. And, in the same way that they can make ministry difficult for us, we make ministry difficult for them. This is another excellent reason for us to act very cautiously at all times, for the sake of our own ministry and for the sake of someone else who may come after us.